a relationship will not cure your issues, no matter how hard young adult books and films try to push that notion on us. if you have depression or bipolar or anxiety or whatever, getting into a relationship isn’t going to cure that or make it go away. person with illness + relationship = ill person in a relationship. please don’t put all of your focus on finding someone to fix you, focus on fixing yourself the right way.
Ok, let’s look back at that now-famous phone call in 9x18, shall we? So here we have the obvious, that being Dean and Cas both becoming visibly more relaxed and uplifted once they start talking to each other, an example of this is shown here;
Now, after this shy smile, Cas asks how Dean was, with Dean replying;
What is the first thing that Cas replies back?
At first, this reply makes it seem that Cas is purely mourning his new predicament, of being a not-really angel.No, I really do not believe this was the intended purpose of the statement. Think, what was the purpose of most of the phone calls between Dean and Cas in the past? It was Cas trying to get a location from Dean so he could fly to him.
Cas was saying that he wished he could fly to any location he wished with a snap of his wings, and in this instance, he was saying he wished he could fly to the bunker.
The first thing Cas said when asked how he was, was how he wanted to fly away to be with Dean.
Don’t touch me.